Can I just lie here?
In this flowery field
With just my company
And nobody else.
Can people leave me be
Because I am tired
Tired of lying
That I'm okay
I don't want people to run
If they found out what goes on
In my busy little mind
That is vaster than any infinity
I want to be who I am
But being that way
Gets words thrown out at me
As spiteful as knives.
I don't want life to end.
It is as beautiful as this field.
But pain is never ending
Like the cycle of the moon
( vickie )